sorrow day!!!

24Feb2005 was a sorrow day for me!!! Y????Because love game was over.What do i mean?Yes,i just broke up with my bf. That day my heart really lurched when u suddenly sms me n said that u have something to tell me.
What u wanna to tell me?is that u will break up with me?All this question went round and round in my tortured mind. Finally the nightmare was coming.Yes i m right...that day i was quite calm down n didn't even cry in front of u.I knew that end up means end up no point i dont let u go..
At that time i was really feeling desperate right now. All u words to me remained etched in my mind.But I refused to wallow in self-pity,the least i could do was to study hard n get a good result.
This is my first love n the last love in my life bcs i will be a lesbian...haha,just kidding...but sometimes i think that have a gf(good friend) is more better than have a bf(best friend) bcs they are more understand what a girl needs in their love style.
Guys sometimes r sucksss...whatever they promised u they will never do it.So guys if u cant do it pls don't promise ur gf.U have a very very long journey to go then i dont have izzit?y we can't handle the problem together?Anyway wish u can achieve in your academic since u gave up our love.
Ok,that all for today!!!