My life as a teenager is very different from my life as a child.As a child things seemed easy and clear-cut to me,but nowadays I'm whirling in contradiction and confusion.
It is so hard for us to find a truly friend so i really appreciate and treasure my close friends.I don't think that i will be able to have such bosom buddies as I do now,when i become an adult bcs,like all the other adults,i'll be caught in the rigours of the rat race where relationships tend to get relegated to the background.
Adolescents to have irrational mood swings so sometimes i will quite unhappy n feel lonely.
Examination are always looming threateningly around the corner.I have to burn the mid night oil and swot and slog away my reference books.Pressure is immese and i like the rubber bands,stretched to the limit,ready to snap at any time.
Moreover,in this millennium,parents bank hopes to their children.They harbour the wish that their children excell accademically n being professional is their ultimate goal.Such hopes really can make me more pressure.I can't bear to fail in my exam.It is really causing them dissapointed about me.
bye!!!
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Friday, March 04, 2005
sorrow day!!!
24Feb2005 was a sorrow day for me!!! Y????Because love game was over.What do i mean?Yes,i just broke up with my bf. That day my heart really lurched when u suddenly sms me n said that u have something to tell me.
What u wanna to tell me?is that u will break up with me?All this question went round and round in my tortured mind. Finally the nightmare was coming.Yes i m right...that day i was quite calm down n didn't even cry in front of u.I knew that end up means end up no point i dont let u go..
At that time i was really feeling desperate right now. All u words to me remained etched in my mind.But I refused to wallow in self-pity,the least i could do was to study hard n get a good result.
This is my first love n the last love in my life bcs i will be a lesbian...haha,just kidding...but sometimes i think that have a gf(good friend) is more better than have a bf(best friend) bcs they are more understand what a girl needs in their love style.
Guys sometimes r sucksss...whatever they promised u they will never do it.So guys if u cant do it pls don't promise ur gf.U have a very very long journey to go then i dont have izzit?y we can't handle the problem together?Anyway wish u can achieve in your academic since u gave up our love.
Ok,that all for today!!!
What u wanna to tell me?is that u will break up with me?All this question went round and round in my tortured mind. Finally the nightmare was coming.Yes i m right...that day i was quite calm down n didn't even cry in front of u.I knew that end up means end up no point i dont let u go..
At that time i was really feeling desperate right now. All u words to me remained etched in my mind.But I refused to wallow in self-pity,the least i could do was to study hard n get a good result.
This is my first love n the last love in my life bcs i will be a lesbian...haha,just kidding...but sometimes i think that have a gf(good friend) is more better than have a bf(best friend) bcs they are more understand what a girl needs in their love style.
Guys sometimes r sucksss...whatever they promised u they will never do it.So guys if u cant do it pls don't promise ur gf.U have a very very long journey to go then i dont have izzit?y we can't handle the problem together?Anyway wish u can achieve in your academic since u gave up our love.
Ok,that all for today!!!
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