Sunday, March 25, 2012
Friday, September 19, 2008
the day without u-day 4
19 sept 2008-Finally i could sleep well bcs i had received a msg from dear dear yesterday.
In the early morning i was waken up by my housemate bcs she wanted me to help her to print out the resume.After that i continue my "dream land" until 11.30am.haha....
I have referral class at night so i went to college more earlier and studied at the library.Unfortunately my class was cancelled bcs the lecture was sick n replaced by da stupid lecturer who was also had something to settle so our class was postponed until next monday.Shit...it was wasting my time to wait for him at there.
Ehhh..i met an Indian girl at that class n she is quite friendly.We talked a lot while waiting for da stupid lecturer who came late n still had to cancel our class.
Bao bei...there was nothing much happened for today.hehe...muaxx
Bi bi ...i m wondering what u doing over there.hehe...
In the early morning i was waken up by my housemate bcs she wanted me to help her to print out the resume.After that i continue my "dream land" until 11.30am.haha....
I have referral class at night so i went to college more earlier and studied at the library.Unfortunately my class was cancelled bcs the lecture was sick n replaced by da stupid lecturer who was also had something to settle so our class was postponed until next monday.Shit...it was wasting my time to wait for him at there.
Ehhh..i met an Indian girl at that class n she is quite friendly.We talked a lot while waiting for da stupid lecturer who came late n still had to cancel our class.
Bao bei...there was nothing much happened for today.hehe...muaxx
Bi bi ...i m wondering what u doing over there.hehe...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
the day without u-day 3
18 sept 2008-bao bei i still can't adapt the day without u.I need to spent sometimes to adapt it.:( I was always wondering that how was ur day over Uk.What are u doing now?Have u missed me?Can u adapt the weather over thr?Have u settled down everything?Sigh i have to wait for some days to wait for ur call.It is really torturing me.
Anyway,dear dear no worries bao bei over here bcs bao bei will take care of herself until the day u come back n take the responsibility to take care of her.lolzz...:P Muackksss...Dear dear must take care of himself also.No matter where u r,bao bei is always here to wait for u and bao bei will support u always.I love u.
Anyway,dear dear no worries bao bei over here bcs bao bei will take care of herself until the day u come back n take the responsibility to take care of her.lolzz...:P Muackksss...Dear dear must take care of himself also.No matter where u r,bao bei is always here to wait for u and bao bei will support u always.I love u.
the day without u-day 2
17 sept 2008-It was the second day u r not with me.I really miss u so much.I couldn't sleep well.I kept on thinking about u.I couldn't even concentrate on my studies.Oh my godness i have to suffer in this kind of life for 9 more months.Sigh...
I couldn't control myself not to call u bcs i really miss ur noisy voice.i miss to talk with u like everynight we did.
Everynight i sit in front of the computer bcs i scared that i miss the chance to chat with u in msn.how silly i m...
I couldn't control myself not to call u bcs i really miss ur noisy voice.i miss to talk with u like everynight we did.
Everynight i sit in front of the computer bcs i scared that i miss the chance to chat with u in msn.how silly i m...
the day without u-day 1
16 sept 200-finally u left to UK.15 sept was the last day u came to my house
and i was so sad.I was still remembered that when we were on the way back from 1-u shopping centre i was crying on your car.Bao bei i was really reluctant to let u go but i have no choice.Initially i thought that i can handle it and i m so persistence but i was wrong.In reality i m a weaker.I tried not to cry in front of u but i failed to do it,i can't control how i was feeling at that time.
Bi..i really miss u so much.
Monday, September 01, 2008
new life,new hair style
Last week,i finally decided to cut short my long hair.
haha...b4 i was going thr i had such a complicated feeling.i was a bit worried that what if it was too ugly?But at the same time i was so excited and can't wait to go there anymore.
Around 10am i went to seek for a few nice saloons which were near my house.Unfornately i went thr too early n most of the hair saloons still haven't opened the shop so i had to wait for the saloon at the nearest food stall.
Yeah...at 11am 1 of the saloon called I-B saloon was opened n i was the first customer for them today.lolzz...The stylist asked me" what type of hair did u wan"t?ermmm.."i want to try bob hair style."The stylist was quite shocked that y should i cut short my hair n asked "R u sure"?haha,i told him that "I m bored with long hair".
The stylist was really so handsome..lolzz.Somemore he was a nice person to chat.
Haha..i thought that hair stylist would feel that i was a crazy dude bcs i kept on laughing while he was cutting my hair.He always asked me "Y were u laughing"?hehe....bcs i was worried and happy that i tried a new hair style.I felt that short hair is nice n more younger.lolzz Somemore i save a lot of time to manage that such a messy long hair.
Yo..Yo...Yo...finally my new short bob hair cut was borned.hehe,i was so glad bcs it was pretty and suitable for me.
I was getting more confidence bcs my brother also said that it was nice and even look alike his leng lui classmate.ahaha...Furthermore my dear dear also said that i am pretty.lolzz...Luckily he is acceptable with my this short hair cut.:P
Yeah yeah..new life,new hair style...i will change to be better.The era of long hair was gone and whatever is now onwards i have to do my best for the coming challenges.I won't be a LOSER.
haha...b4 i was going thr i had such a complicated feeling.i was a bit worried that what if it was too ugly?But at the same time i was so excited and can't wait to go there anymore.
Around 10am i went to seek for a few nice saloons which were near my house.Unfornately i went thr too early n most of the hair saloons still haven't opened the shop so i had to wait for the saloon at the nearest food stall.
Yeah...at 11am 1 of the saloon called I-B saloon was opened n i was the first customer for them today.lolzz...The stylist asked me" what type of hair did u wan"t?ermmm.."i want to try bob hair style."The stylist was quite shocked that y should i cut short my hair n asked "R u sure"?haha,i told him that "I m bored with long hair".
The stylist was really so handsome..lolzz.Somemore he was a nice person to chat.
Haha..i thought that hair stylist would feel that i was a crazy dude bcs i kept on laughing while he was cutting my hair.He always asked me "Y were u laughing"?hehe....bcs i was worried and happy that i tried a new hair style.I felt that short hair is nice n more younger.lolzz Somemore i save a lot of time to manage that such a messy long hair.
Yo..Yo...Yo...finally my new short bob hair cut was borned.hehe,i was so glad bcs it was pretty and suitable for me.
I was getting more confidence bcs my brother also said that it was nice and even look alike his leng lui classmate.ahaha...Furthermore my dear dear also said that i am pretty.lolzz...Luckily he is acceptable with my this short hair cut.:P
Yeah yeah..new life,new hair style...i will change to be better.The era of long hair was gone and whatever is now onwards i have to do my best for the coming challenges.I won't be a LOSER.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Help or not help?
I am so frustrated.Help or not help?I really don't know what should i do.Help you i will get into trouble but if i don't help you you are going to do something which is not right and you will get into trouble too.Have u ever thought of the seriousness of the consequences?NOPE...U don't.This is what i hate the most.Whatever u think is so naive n easy.U are not even know that it is very complicated and dangerous in this world.
I really don't know how to tell u the reasons and i also don't know how to reject u.i really decided to help u but i scared that i might get into trouble.My future and your future will be spoilt by your stubborn and uncontrollable action.If i tell u the truth then u will laugh at me and ask me don't think too much of non-sense stuff.I know i think too much but we should consider all the consequences.Please don't think that it is so simple.Anything will happen without any signal.It is unpredictable.k...
GOD,Please tell me which choice should i choose?Help or not help?I really have no idea and i scared that i will choose the wrong choice.PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT I DON'T LIKE TO DO!!!!!U should take responsible for all the faults that u had done.I really pressure with it and it really drives me crazy.
I really don't know how to tell u the reasons and i also don't know how to reject u.i really decided to help u but i scared that i might get into trouble.My future and your future will be spoilt by your stubborn and uncontrollable action.If i tell u the truth then u will laugh at me and ask me don't think too much of non-sense stuff.I know i think too much but we should consider all the consequences.Please don't think that it is so simple.Anything will happen without any signal.It is unpredictable.k...
GOD,Please tell me which choice should i choose?Help or not help?I really have no idea and i scared that i will choose the wrong choice.PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT I DON'T LIKE TO DO!!!!!U should take responsible for all the faults that u had done.I really pressure with it and it really drives me crazy.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
想
2/8/2008-今天，我好不开心，因为我又和宝贝吵架了。
人终是要想东西。可是想太多也未必是一件好事，因为会伤害到他人。宝贝，我不是有心要令你难过。我只想告诉你我的感受，可是我没想到却伤害了你。真的很对不起。我知道我不该那么自私，因为你也有你自己的朋友，自己的生活，自己的自由，我是无权去干涉。
一个人的时候，我真的很寂寞。我真的很想有你在我的身边陪伴着我。我真的很痛恨寂寞的感觉。我也不知为何我会变成这样子。可能是我已习惯有你的存在。每当我想起你快要去英国时，我真的好害怕。我好害怕自己一个人的生活，我真的无法克制自己不去想。
Friday, July 04, 2008
Genting trip
18 June 2008- This was the first time me n my dear went to genting together.I was so happy bcs finally i have a golden opportunity to spent my time with him since such a long time i had been torturing myself in "prison" for almost 3 months in order to prepare for the "3rd yr world war"(exam).
On that day,the sun still haven't arisen i had already waken up bcs i couldn't wait for it anymore.lolzzz Around 9am we were taking ktm to Kl sentral.
On the way up to Genting by cable car,it was raining therefore the whole hill was covered up by the mists.We look like floating on the cloud.hehe.....It was so unfortunate since it was raining and we have to cancel our plan to go n play outdoor theme park games.But our mood did not get rid by it.mmmmm....we still have another plan.Haha,we started to explore our next "journey"-shopping.We crabbed every chance to take photo with a beautiful scenery while shopping.
I was so joyful bcs i had the opportunity to experience the winter time at snow world.
We had enjoyed with the temperature at minus 5 degrees Celcius.Damn cold man!!!
Dear,even we are unable to travel around other country together but i can have a wonderful time with u here.I am really glad.
wooo....that is an igloo.I am an Eskimo and all the penguins in front of me are my good friends.hehe
Dear,i felt warm in my heart even the surrounding was damn cold.
After visiting Snowworld,we went to seek for some food and then continue our shopping time.But there was something happened and i was no longer have the mood to shop anymore.Me and my dear went into S & M shopping centre and i was looking some dresses at deparmental store(women deparment).Suddenly one of the salesgirl told her partner that my dear should not touch the dresses.After that she also came n said unpolite and rudely to me that "Here is nth suitable for u."Shit,what the heck is that....They look down on their customers.It seems like we have no money to buy dresses.I am extremely unsatisfactory and angry with their services.As a customer we have our own right to choose whatever dresses we like.I hope the boss can pay attention on the attitude of their workers.No wonder there is nobody willing to come to this shop.
Since i was so unhappy with that event so dear brought me to play games.haha...we threw the basketball happily until forgot our manner.lolzz Besides that,i released all my anger by knocking the dolls which pop up from the holes.hehe..It was so fun but my hands damn tired.haha,i was so cool when riding on that bike.
Finally night time was coming.It is the best time for owl to come out n hunter for "food".lolzzz I played "small n big" at casino.wow...For the 1...2.... round i lost money but for the subsequent round i kept on winning money until that dealer also can't believe n said "whether i am really that good luck in betting or not".hahahaha...but i m not so greedy.I stop playing when i won rm80.lolzz
When we back to hotel there was almost 3 o'clock.Both of us very tired but my dear didnt forget to help me to massage my legs.Dear,be frank it was so sweet at my heart.Thanks bao bei.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Stress
14,13,12,11......exam is getting nearer n nearer ,my heart is beating faster n faster.I have to stop all the activities n concentrate on this important final exam.No more fun,dating,shopping.... n i have to confine myself in the room for 24 hours...huh...crazy dude...I just like a machine producing the goods non-stop,reiterate it over n over again.
But it is too bad bcs i discover that i still can't finish studying n can't even remember what i had read so far.Should i have to do last minute work then only i can remember it?No!!Absolutely no way. I should do it right now.But what to do,my mind can't function at all.
I need some motivation in order to keep my "spirit" to perform well n i got it on monday.hmmm,it is Genting trip after my exam from somebody.haha,it sounds like so stupid right bcs it is just a trip to Genting but it is so meaningful for me.I can't wait for the day to come.
hehe,the method which i can release my stress is by taking some funny n special photo from someone laptop.here are some of my masterpieces n i took it on monday n it was the last day we together with each other.
Simple love
Love is something so special.Your smile is so naive which analogous to the baby who just born to this joyful world,
I am attracting by you n deciding to hug u tightly n firmly.
There is a dream which is not too far from me and thr is a same circle which is worthy for me to remember everyday,every minute,every second n forever until the last of my breath.
I pray it sincerely under the sky which is full of stars
and u make my dream comes true.
Bcs of u,
love is nvr the same.
It looks like i found a pair of wings in my life,
it departs from my heart n flies to the sun,
flies to the forever way.
Bcs of u,
romantic is totally spreading out to every corner of the world.
It is over the time limit n will never ever change.
Let our love last forever
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
或许
两个人在一起一定要容忍对方的缺点。但是有些事情我们却无法说出来是因为会引发一场不必要的结果。
或许这是一个最好的地方让我来说出我心中话。
又或许是因为我不知该如何表达出我内心真正想要的是甚么。
你的出现使我不再感到寂寞。我也很肯定我是真的很爱你。或许有时我的野蛮会使你感到不知所措，又或许你会因为这样而后悔当初不该追求我这坏女孩。
或许我在爱情方面真的很失败。我不懂得体谅你。我终是预料太多，但你却无法实现我所预料的，而令我感到失望，所以就在你面前大发脾气，更本不顾你的感受。我知道你对我是真的很好。
每当我无法满足你的要求时，我都觉得很难过，为何自己做不到。
或许每个人都有不同的要求。可能你要的是一个听你话，又不发脾气的女朋友.
或许是你太单纯，无法知道女人要的是甚么?
还是我真的是太在意一却?我也无法解释。一切随缘吧!如果有缘，你将会看到我所写的，如果无缘就让它随风而去，我也继续好好的当你的女朋友。
宝贝，我真的很想和你说对不起，每次都令你伤心，可是我真的无法控制自己。dear, I LOVE U.
或许这是一个最好的地方让我来说出我心中话。
又或许是因为我不知该如何表达出我内心真正想要的是甚么。
你的出现使我不再感到寂寞。我也很肯定我是真的很爱你。或许有时我的野蛮会使你感到不知所措，又或许你会因为这样而后悔当初不该追求我这坏女孩。
或许我在爱情方面真的很失败。我不懂得体谅你。我终是预料太多，但你却无法实现我所预料的，而令我感到失望，所以就在你面前大发脾气，更本不顾你的感受。我知道你对我是真的很好。
每当我无法满足你的要求时，我都觉得很难过，为何自己做不到。
或许每个人都有不同的要求。可能你要的是一个听你话，又不发脾气的女朋友.
或许是你太单纯，无法知道女人要的是甚么?
还是我真的是太在意一却?我也无法解释。一切随缘吧!如果有缘，你将会看到我所写的，如果无缘就让它随风而去，我也继续好好的当你的女朋友。
宝贝，我真的很想和你说对不起，每次都令你伤心，可是我真的无法控制自己。dear, I LOVE U.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
醉
夜,靜悄悄地降臨大地,不 带點 氣息,不讓人察覺,把大地籠罩得一片黑暗,只有淡淡的星光月影,斜照著大地上的万物.帶有醉意的我坐在寂寞了很久的窗前,不 停地 回憶 起這些日子以來所發生過的事情.當中有快樂的,悲傷的 和 心酸的. 所謂:"一 醉解千愁." 醉了 的感覺真好,可將一切煩惱拋到九霄云外,讓我甚 麼也不用想;甚麼也不用煩.但好景不常開,美好的一幕犹如曇花一現,隔天一 覺醒來,我們還是要去面對那殘酷的事實. 也許是 上天的注定,讓我在茫茫人海中 與你相遇.從陌生到熟悉,由普通朋友到知已,這段感情是十分的可貴.看似 平凡的友情,其實不然.天真的我以為這 只是一份單純的友誼,却不知從何時開始我那顆蠢蠢欲動的心,早已令這平 靜的交往 浮起 漣漪. 我 選擇逃避,是因為我相信我 并不能经營這一 段感情.我不想做出 決定是因為我害怕這一條友情线會像斷了线的風箏那樣,一 去 不回頭.我寧願做出 選擇的人是你;畫上休此符的人是你.這樣或許我和你才會好 過些. 緣分這"傢伙"是 很莫名其妙的,要來的,它最終會摸上門,無 論你如何驅使它,它還是死守崗位;要走的,即使你施盡了你的法 寶,還是留不 住它. 好了,我已有些 醉了,是 時候和周公談心事了.就此結束!!!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
gonna to be brave.....wake up babyling!!!!
Since the word came out from my mouth it is no longer improtant for me.But i was so desperate when i heard that u r cheating me for all this moment.I keep on asking myself is this for my own good that u didn't tell me the truth bcs u knew tat i will get jealous?Stupid....it is such a lousy reason...
but on the other hand i should feel happy bcs u told me the truth at last...at least u still remembered to tell me everything.
but on the other hand i should feel happy bcs u told me the truth at last...at least u still remembered to tell me everything.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
"Down" is the best word to describe my feeling now.......
After seeing his f i feel very disappointing with him.What the heck that happening on him n he becomes like that.Did he love me b4 or those he did on me was fake?It is really unbelievable.It was like a "dream".
First time i met u in c ur really a nice guy n i nvr ever think of that u have such an attitude.Therefore now i think i should "re-adjust"my opinion against ur personality.I really can't imagine how could u charge ur attitude in the blink of an eye.I thought ur study hard n keep on working to earn money in P but what i have thought is absolutely worng......
Be frank i really really disapponted with whatever u have done.I m damn stupid that still missing u n the time we were in c n r.I think u won't even remember it.Thr is no reason for me to belief it but it seems like true bcs most of ur f gave a comment about ur attitude in F.May be u have ur own reason....but i really hope it is not what exactly ur f said.
After seeing his f i feel very disappointing with him.What the heck that happening on him n he becomes like that.Did he love me b4 or those he did on me was fake?It is really unbelievable.It was like a "dream".
First time i met u in c ur really a nice guy n i nvr ever think of that u have such an attitude.Therefore now i think i should "re-adjust"my opinion against ur personality.I really can't imagine how could u charge ur attitude in the blink of an eye.I thought ur study hard n keep on working to earn money in P but what i have thought is absolutely worng......
Be frank i really really disapponted with whatever u have done.I m damn stupid that still missing u n the time we were in c n r.I think u won't even remember it.Thr is no reason for me to belief it but it seems like true bcs most of ur f gave a comment about ur attitude in F.May be u have ur own reason....but i really hope it is not what exactly ur f said.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Help me!!!
hihi,everybody...hmmm...seems like long time nvr take a step into here bcs quite busy for my studies.
Haih...this few days a lot of events happened around me.Most of these events are miserable.Sob Sob sob How come i get involved in 3 of u guys' trouble?I really look like a "snake"which has 2 heads at the same moment.OOopss sorry i suppose to say i look like a "snake"which has 3 heads.I really feel so tired to keep that as a secret.I can't tell anyone .Everytime i look at u i feel like so guilty about it.As ur friend should i tell u that E is going to break up with u on this December?3 of u guys r my friends so who should i support?
Actually this is not relevant to me at all. May be u will think that i m just a busybody person bcs it is none of my business but u guys keep on saying each other "bad things"in front of me which is so irritating.I don't know what reaction i should response to u guys.Should i just ignore whatever u guys said or ask u to shut ur mouth?Errmm...I won't do that.What i can do is trying to advise u guys.
S i know u love L but whatever u have done are overlap.U are trying to put ur "leg"into E n L relationship n perform as a third party.Do u ever think that if somebody trying to do like exactly what u did now n how do u feel?I think most of the answer will be the same as what is the feeling on E now.I just can advise u that once they break up with one another then only u could do whatever u like to do but not now.I know u might say that u can't control to love her n love is blind.Pls la this is a weak excuse.
L i know i have no right to interfere in ur guys relationship but as a friend i should advise u although ur stubborn. L the choice is on ur hand.Therefore pls think twice before u make the decison.Pls choose a person who u like the most n not take it as a revenge to E who has repented n already stopped doing it.I don't want u to step into my previous "path" which make me very regret now.Sometimes when i think of the sweet moment we have been together i will burst into tears.Eventhough it is just a short period of time n i won't forget it forever.
E what i wanna tell u is that pls don't make up the worst decison in ur mind bcs eventhough how bad the matter thr is,there is a solution to solve it.If u really can't stand it anymore just leave it but make sure u won't regret in the future.Oh yes i think i should remind u is that don't try to make it worse by finding another gf.It is absolutely uselss for u to do so.
Anyone can tell me what i should do now to keep this relationship like last time without any argue.Keep it as a top secret r really sucksss........
Haih...this few days a lot of events happened around me.Most of these events are miserable.Sob Sob sob How come i get involved in 3 of u guys' trouble?I really look like a "snake"which has 2 heads at the same moment.OOopss sorry i suppose to say i look like a "snake"which has 3 heads.I really feel so tired to keep that as a secret.I can't tell anyone .Everytime i look at u i feel like so guilty about it.As ur friend should i tell u that E is going to break up with u on this December?3 of u guys r my friends so who should i support?
Actually this is not relevant to me at all. May be u will think that i m just a busybody person bcs it is none of my business but u guys keep on saying each other "bad things"in front of me which is so irritating.I don't know what reaction i should response to u guys.Should i just ignore whatever u guys said or ask u to shut ur mouth?Errmm...I won't do that.What i can do is trying to advise u guys.
S i know u love L but whatever u have done are overlap.U are trying to put ur "leg"into E n L relationship n perform as a third party.Do u ever think that if somebody trying to do like exactly what u did now n how do u feel?I think most of the answer will be the same as what is the feeling on E now.I just can advise u that once they break up with one another then only u could do whatever u like to do but not now.I know u might say that u can't control to love her n love is blind.Pls la this is a weak excuse.
L i know i have no right to interfere in ur guys relationship but as a friend i should advise u although ur stubborn. L the choice is on ur hand.Therefore pls think twice before u make the decison.Pls choose a person who u like the most n not take it as a revenge to E who has repented n already stopped doing it.I don't want u to step into my previous "path" which make me very regret now.Sometimes when i think of the sweet moment we have been together i will burst into tears.Eventhough it is just a short period of time n i won't forget it forever.
E what i wanna tell u is that pls don't make up the worst decison in ur mind bcs eventhough how bad the matter thr is,there is a solution to solve it.If u really can't stand it anymore just leave it but make sure u won't regret in the future.Oh yes i think i should remind u is that don't try to make it worse by finding another gf.It is absolutely uselss for u to do so.
Anyone can tell me what i should do now to keep this relationship like last time without any argue.Keep it as a top secret r really sucksss........
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I blinded by the white light
I can remember howI can remember why
I lying here tonight
And I can stand the pain
And I can make it go away
No I can stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I fading away
I sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears meI slipping off the edge
I hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can explain what happened
And I can erase the things that I've done
No I can
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I fading away
I sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes onAs I fading away
I sick of this lifeI just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Stranger!!!
I have seem an article which is so nice thus I translate it from Chinese to English….hehe..bcs really feel bored at home…
After raining it will be a sunny day,after the flower withering it will blossom on the coming day.But in reality everything will keep on changing non-stop,it won’t be able to stop by anyone.
We have been a very close frined,but now we look like stranger.
We have been chatting gleefully in msn or sms,but now u don’t chat with me even one word.There are much more pretty memories between u and me,can I let these memories become the future?
There is nobody will understand what is “fate”.Fate can be met and can be destroyed by just a minute.It just like I introduce myself at the first time when I met u;our friendship will be severed at the end just by one “hurting”word.
It is very “complicated”to build up such “friendship”.As I think our friendship can be long lasted since we have been undergo so much ordeal,but what I think is absolutely wrong.Our friendship can’t even “enticed”by one stupid joke.
Oh……..My Love…went up in smoke in the twinkling of an eye.
At that time bcs of too worry and sad so I said something which I had no intention to “hurt”u.
After that event,bcs of my sense of self-respect,I don’t want to lose,I want to win,thus I told u that we are only xxxxxx and never xxxxx.May be this word will hurt u and u will think that I just trying to play a fool with u,I am a fucking bitch in xxxx.Nonono,I am damn serious with it.I am straightforward chick whatever I like I will say it out even the ppl I love.I am so naïve as to believe that we can still be a very close “friend”as former.
I am waiting for u to say the first word with me,but it is useless,I am waiting until the flower already withered,u never ever greeting with me.
I,never give up…still waiting for u…
You “walk” out from my life.bring away my smiling…
You “walk”out from my heart,what you give me is lonely…
You already step out from my mind,bring away my slendor life…
Friend,since you go away from my “paradise”,whatever u leave me is “gloomy weather”.The sky is “crying”continuously which cause me unbearable.
Please,please bring back my salubrious weather.
Come on,friend,spill the beans!I need to know what the hell is going on n the reason.
I hope I won’t cross in our friendship…
When I think of u,
It must be very sweet in my heart!
Hope our friendship….
Like a chocolate~
Keep on sweetie n fragrant!
Forever….Forever…
Never faded….
After raining it will be a sunny day,after the flower withering it will blossom on the coming day.But in reality everything will keep on changing non-stop,it won’t be able to stop by anyone.
We have been a very close frined,but now we look like stranger.
We have been chatting gleefully in msn or sms,but now u don’t chat with me even one word.There are much more pretty memories between u and me,can I let these memories become the future?
There is nobody will understand what is “fate”.Fate can be met and can be destroyed by just a minute.It just like I introduce myself at the first time when I met u;our friendship will be severed at the end just by one “hurting”word.
It is very “complicated”to build up such “friendship”.As I think our friendship can be long lasted since we have been undergo so much ordeal,but what I think is absolutely wrong.Our friendship can’t even “enticed”by one stupid joke.
Oh……..My Love…went up in smoke in the twinkling of an eye.
At that time bcs of too worry and sad so I said something which I had no intention to “hurt”u.
After that event,bcs of my sense of self-respect,I don’t want to lose,I want to win,thus I told u that we are only xxxxxx and never xxxxx.May be this word will hurt u and u will think that I just trying to play a fool with u,I am a fucking bitch in xxxx.Nonono,I am damn serious with it.I am straightforward chick whatever I like I will say it out even the ppl I love.I am so naïve as to believe that we can still be a very close “friend”as former.
I am waiting for u to say the first word with me,but it is useless,I am waiting until the flower already withered,u never ever greeting with me.
I,never give up…still waiting for u…
You “walk” out from my life.bring away my smiling…
You “walk”out from my heart,what you give me is lonely…
You already step out from my mind,bring away my slendor life…
Friend,since you go away from my “paradise”,whatever u leave me is “gloomy weather”.The sky is “crying”continuously which cause me unbearable.
Please,please bring back my salubrious weather.
Come on,friend,spill the beans!I need to know what the hell is going on n the reason.
I hope I won’t cross in our friendship…
When I think of u,
It must be very sweet in my heart!
Hope our friendship….
Like a chocolate~
Keep on sweetie n fragrant!
Forever….Forever…
Never faded….
Night
Night,is so beautiful,is so mystery.
Night,is my best companion.
It will accompany me until I sleep.
It will protect me until I wake up.
After that,it will leave me without any “footprint”.
Everyday,she does the same thing.
It will never change…
She is so loyalty…
She is like an angel….
I have such a “weird” feeling came out from my heart at this peaceful night.
I,declined it bravely,but I failed to do it.
I,groaned with a “weaken”voice…
My heart is occupied by it.
Since we have been together for quite some time,I really wanna tell u that our friendship not just that simple.Is it I am thinking too much?Is it I am too sensitive with it?Until now,I can’t still be able to find out the real answer.
At the moment I discovered that I have such feeling,I started to struggle.Should I I delete ur name from my little heart?Should I forget u?
Finally,at the silent night,I make up my mind that I will forget u.It is not a simple “job”for me to forget u,but I don’t want to cheat u,therefore,I have to control myself.
At this “twinkle”night,I,can’t refrain from thinking of u.
Anyway,I really appreciate all the times we had together.
Let’s our friendship become a fairy story,let the gust of wind blew away it,disappear in this splendid world.
Happy is the man who doesn’t give in and do wrong when he is tempted,for afterwards he will get as his reward the crown of like that God has promised those who love him.(James 1:12TLB)
Weeping may endure for a night,but joy cometh in the morning.(Palm 30:5 KJV)
Night,is my best companion.
It will accompany me until I sleep.
It will protect me until I wake up.
After that,it will leave me without any “footprint”.
Everyday,she does the same thing.
It will never change…
She is so loyalty…
She is like an angel….
I have such a “weird” feeling came out from my heart at this peaceful night.
I,declined it bravely,but I failed to do it.
I,groaned with a “weaken”voice…
My heart is occupied by it.
Since we have been together for quite some time,I really wanna tell u that our friendship not just that simple.Is it I am thinking too much?Is it I am too sensitive with it?Until now,I can’t still be able to find out the real answer.
At the moment I discovered that I have such feeling,I started to struggle.Should I I delete ur name from my little heart?Should I forget u?
Finally,at the silent night,I make up my mind that I will forget u.It is not a simple “job”for me to forget u,but I don’t want to cheat u,therefore,I have to control myself.
At this “twinkle”night,I,can’t refrain from thinking of u.
Anyway,I really appreciate all the times we had together.
Let’s our friendship become a fairy story,let the gust of wind blew away it,disappear in this splendid world.
Happy is the man who doesn’t give in and do wrong when he is tempted,for afterwards he will get as his reward the crown of like that God has promised those who love him.(James 1:12TLB)
Weeping may endure for a night,but joy cometh in the morning.(Palm 30:5 KJV)
Friday, June 17, 2005
violence
It is also what he wrote,damn funny:
hope u can enjoy it.
check this out
how i pull this one out
i ma do it nice and loud
and all u fake people..watch this and look up the cloud
look down here now, i want yall to kneel and bow
take a gun out...aim at the crowd
pull the trigger and yall can have fun blowing out
when am raged...everyone will be lyrically assasined
i wont make it smal it will be damn massive
that u wont it even know how i just passed it
coz am the best of the rest and i was born with it
if u hate it, i wont give shit coz this is my hit
plus, yall gonna choke with my words and bleed
check check check
now lets make this hotter then ever
coz i ma end it like yall never seen it ever
this shit aint fo beginners, i ma top this level
u make sick and tired of u and u
u dont want to step on me and say fuck u
coz when i start shit it'll end in curfew
bitch no one loves u dont u get this shit in head...everyone hates u
lemme show u the exit..look up..close ur eyes
say ur grace...i ma pull the trigger and u'll be the finished race
didnt take long to close ur lame ass case
u are a disgrace and waste to this place
now its over...i can flow without any chase
now things are being stable
i dont write fo no lable
i dont walk with no cable
coz am not coward that needs a crew on ma back...thats silly
i can lyrically murder yall even with a chick doin the same...she ivy
check this out...i got a sledge hammer on me...on my left its savvy
on my right its myvi
bang bang bang...am trashing them coz yall raged me physically
damn! this world is one shit place to be into role in
this shit i did...its cold blooded
this is place is a dirt
i ma do this at point blank
clicks the triggers and bangthats the end of me...with no rank
hope u can enjoy it.
check this out
how i pull this one out
i ma do it nice and loud
and all u fake people..watch this and look up the cloud
look down here now, i want yall to kneel and bow
take a gun out...aim at the crowd
pull the trigger and yall can have fun blowing out
when am raged...everyone will be lyrically assasined
i wont make it smal it will be damn massive
that u wont it even know how i just passed it
coz am the best of the rest and i was born with it
if u hate it, i wont give shit coz this is my hit
plus, yall gonna choke with my words and bleed
check check check
now lets make this hotter then ever
coz i ma end it like yall never seen it ever
this shit aint fo beginners, i ma top this level
u make sick and tired of u and u
u dont want to step on me and say fuck u
coz when i start shit it'll end in curfew
bitch no one loves u dont u get this shit in head...everyone hates u
lemme show u the exit..look up..close ur eyes
say ur grace...i ma pull the trigger and u'll be the finished race
didnt take long to close ur lame ass case
u are a disgrace and waste to this place
now its over...i can flow without any chase
now things are being stable
i dont write fo no lable
i dont walk with no cable
coz am not coward that needs a crew on ma back...thats silly
i can lyrically murder yall even with a chick doin the same...she ivy
check this out...i got a sledge hammer on me...on my left its savvy
on my right its myvi
bang bang bang...am trashing them coz yall raged me physically
damn! this world is one shit place to be into role in
this shit i did...its cold blooded
this is place is a dirt
i ma do this at point blank
clicks the triggers and bangthats the end of me...with no rank
messed
this is what my netfriend wrote:
i am verbally silent
sitting alone, knowing ive never got physically violent
now in my own mind,
im mentally frightened
chose u to make it inlighten
now its over like i took a wrong turn
lonely now lonely till i burn
lonely now lonely till i earn
tho its over but i never learn
i screwed things up like i alwayz do
never had things my way, nothing good
sitting here, neglected by ownself
waiting here, like things gonna get well
why me?! now my life is jacked up as well
didnt realise that i didnt move on
now am feeling it, coz its all gone
i waited too long and till its all blown
now look down my life, am stil alone
i aint gonna stand up and start shit up
i had enough now, its time to give up
and start up a new shit that wont be fucked up
life sucks for me when i have good intentions
lifes good when i dont get any attention
but today its all falling hard without any competition
coz i jacked it up like a silent assasination
now respect the j and k collabaration
ma only man is ma god but i think he also got bored
i never fought or got caught for destruction i made in this court
but why does shit happens to me, my LORD
all i ever wanted is u which isnt new
now am stepping down without any view
u are cute but its all gonna end up in a dispute
its all over, am crashing out, baby girl, am gonna miss u
Edited by Dabz
Edited the first few lines, and realised...WHY THE FUCK AM I DOIN THIS FOR SOMEONE ELSE?the only way your gona improve is by doin this shit yourself.
i am verbally silent
sitting alone, knowing ive never got physically violent
now in my own mind,
im mentally frightened
chose u to make it inlighten
now its over like i took a wrong turn
lonely now lonely till i burn
lonely now lonely till i earn
tho its over but i never learn
i screwed things up like i alwayz do
never had things my way, nothing good
sitting here, neglected by ownself
waiting here, like things gonna get well
why me?! now my life is jacked up as well
didnt realise that i didnt move on
now am feeling it, coz its all gone
i waited too long and till its all blown
now look down my life, am stil alone
i aint gonna stand up and start shit up
i had enough now, its time to give up
and start up a new shit that wont be fucked up
life sucks for me when i have good intentions
lifes good when i dont get any attention
but today its all falling hard without any competition
coz i jacked it up like a silent assasination
now respect the j and k collabaration
ma only man is ma god but i think he also got bored
i never fought or got caught for destruction i made in this court
but why does shit happens to me, my LORD
all i ever wanted is u which isnt new
now am stepping down without any view
u are cute but its all gonna end up in a dispute
its all over, am crashing out, baby girl, am gonna miss u
Edited by Dabz
Edited the first few lines, and realised...WHY THE FUCK AM I DOIN THIS FOR SOMEONE ELSE?the only way your gona improve is by doin this shit yourself.
rhymes
This 1 also what he wrote,ermm...a bit rude..
hope u won't complaint me..haha
just read it n forget about it...hee:P
u are one fucked up mother fuckin israeli
goin for a 14 year old bitch called kiki
ur rhymes are so whack that an esl students laughs at it
ur time is over now my turn to 'ttack..with only one HITpffft...fuck it
i dont think its worth it
coz i am still the best then the rest
shit thats all u can brag bout
now am ma show u..how
i take it out
u wanna shoot ma black ass with a shotgun
shit wigga i will easily scare u off with a BBgunheads up bitch...u better start ur run
coz i neva will stop ma count
now am aiming it at ur headones i trigger...ur brain gonna fall like a flake
the gun could be fake but its malaysian made
dont hate but thats ur fate
i dont gotta see clits, tits and dicks
coz i am not u...gettin down weak
if i finish...i ma finish big
lets see how u come back with ur hit
or u just gonna sit coz u just got rid
hope u won't complaint me..haha
just read it n forget about it...hee:P
u are one fucked up mother fuckin israeli
goin for a 14 year old bitch called kiki
ur rhymes are so whack that an esl students laughs at it
ur time is over now my turn to 'ttack..with only one HITpffft...fuck it
i dont think its worth it
coz i am still the best then the rest
shit thats all u can brag bout
now am ma show u..how
i take it out
u wanna shoot ma black ass with a shotgun
shit wigga i will easily scare u off with a BBgunheads up bitch...u better start ur run
coz i neva will stop ma count
now am aiming it at ur headones i trigger...ur brain gonna fall like a flake
the gun could be fake but its malaysian made
dont hate but thats ur fate
i dont gotta see clits, tits and dicks
coz i am not u...gettin down weak
if i finish...i ma finish big
lets see how u come back with ur hit
or u just gonna sit coz u just got rid
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Feeling
I really don't understand even girl also don't mind about it y u GUY damn not gentleman?Is that trying to avoid or face the fact is the best way to settle it?Damn it.....it is totally useless.
I think u won't be happy also if u keep on to avoid it.
I think u won't be happy also if u keep on to avoid it.
Impolite salesgirl
Yahoo...Pxxxxxx,I am coming.Almost 4 months nvr go thr.
Our "hilarious"gang-J.E.Y.K.A.S having a meet in Starbuck then Coffee Bean...wahaha...
Wow..that clothes damn nice.Let's go...
No,no,no,I prefer the pink one.Nope,blue one is more nicer and fix your size...hehe...
Shit..unexpected event was happened.Why did you horrid ppl always have to spoil things for me whenever i am feeling happy??
"Miss,do u have another new one?This one a bit dirty."
Aiskk,what the fuck is that,the salesgirl went berserk.She was fucking sarcastic and said,"It is new arrival,how could it have dirty?If u don't satisfy with it then just go away."Chehh..who knows..
Hey girl,Pls open ur "big"eyes n see what is this?Is that a new "design"?The clothes was definitely marked up with spots.You are fucking rude.As a consumer we have all rights to request for new one.Hng...your boss damn "lucky"to have a worker like u!!!!
Nah...these clothes we decided not to purchase.We are not satisying with ur "uncivilized"attitude.
Finally,we went to the other shop which is located opposite her shop and bought the same clothes from the pretty n nice auntie.Before we going out,we showed her our pretty triumphant look.
Yummy yummy...we were having a scrumptious lunch in L.Y. Haha...,i look like a hungry tiger pouncing on its prey or a "hungry ghost"which long time havent eat food...hohoho....
Our "hilarious"gang-J.E.Y.K.A.S having a meet in Starbuck then Coffee Bean...wahaha...
Wow..that clothes damn nice.Let's go...
No,no,no,I prefer the pink one.Nope,blue one is more nicer and fix your size...hehe...
Shit..unexpected event was happened.Why did you horrid ppl always have to spoil things for me whenever i am feeling happy??
"Miss,do u have another new one?This one a bit dirty."
Aiskk,what the fuck is that,the salesgirl went berserk.She was fucking sarcastic and said,"It is new arrival,how could it have dirty?If u don't satisfy with it then just go away."Chehh..who knows..
Hey girl,Pls open ur "big"eyes n see what is this?Is that a new "design"?The clothes was definitely marked up with spots.You are fucking rude.As a consumer we have all rights to request for new one.Hng...your boss damn "lucky"to have a worker like u!!!!
Nah...these clothes we decided not to purchase.We are not satisying with ur "uncivilized"attitude.
Finally,we went to the other shop which is located opposite her shop and bought the same clothes from the pretty n nice auntie.Before we going out,we showed her our pretty triumphant look.
Yummy yummy...we were having a scrumptious lunch in L.Y. Haha...,i look like a hungry tiger pouncing on its prey or a "hungry ghost"which long time havent eat food...hohoho....
have a nice day...
yipie yipie......today i m fucking happy.Hee**long time nvr go to play rollerskate.Show time...
This is the time for me to be "crazy chick" n throw away those shit n irritated affairs.....
Yuhooo...........dreary place starts to be a wonderful "party"..
But one trademark things about that place is it swelteringly hot weather......Damn it.....but but it doesn't soothe my soul......
What's the big fucking deal.if it is hot it is hot..we cant change it,unless you have the strong power to "turn"it.....Superman?Nope,Batman?Nope........haha,but i know 1 ppl have this "special"power.........Teng teng teng teng.....is ME....hoho...Whether your heart is icy or not,you still have to feel the temperature.Therefore,take it easy...girls n guys
Ermmm...may be the "super"huge refingerator is the best place for us........wakaka...cool
I will tie u up n keep u inside it then u will know what is going on next........hehehe
Ppl are fond of saying that "if the heart is calm it will naturally be cooling".Yucksss,it doesn't make sense n work la.
yeah yeah........i won in the first runner up
but haha i lost at the second round.sob sob sob
Hmm....i wont give up.Sure i will win u.I want to revamp it.hehe
oh oh i m so fucking lazy n tired.Have to stop here.If not that "internet creature"will suck me up..haha
Crazy babyling is damn happy n crazy today!!!!that y crapping non-sense here........
This is the time for me to be "crazy chick" n throw away those shit n irritated affairs.....
Yuhooo...........dreary place starts to be a wonderful "party"..
But one trademark things about that place is it swelteringly hot weather......Damn it.....but but it doesn't soothe my soul......
What's the big fucking deal.if it is hot it is hot..we cant change it,unless you have the strong power to "turn"it.....Superman?Nope,Batman?Nope........haha,but i know 1 ppl have this "special"power.........Teng teng teng teng.....is ME....hoho...Whether your heart is icy or not,you still have to feel the temperature.Therefore,take it easy...girls n guys
Ermmm...may be the "super"huge refingerator is the best place for us........wakaka...cool
I will tie u up n keep u inside it then u will know what is going on next........hehehe
Ppl are fond of saying that "if the heart is calm it will naturally be cooling".Yucksss,it doesn't make sense n work la.
yeah yeah........i won in the first runner up
but haha i lost at the second round.sob sob sob
Hmm....i wont give up.Sure i will win u.I want to revamp it.hehe
oh oh i m so fucking lazy n tired.Have to stop here.If not that "internet creature"will suck me up..haha
Crazy babyling is damn happy n crazy today!!!!that y crapping non-sense here........
Monday, June 13, 2005
Boyfriend 5566
[00:01.25]I'm sorry for me buggin' you
[00:05.96]sorry for being such a fool
[00:09.56]God knows I've tried but I can't let go
[00:13.27]I'm crazy 'bout you know who
[00:17.31]I'm sorry for me needing you
[00:21.12]sorry girl that you don't feel it too
[00:25.04]I get the point, should be a man about it
[00:28.85]I've never been good at that - no no
[00:32.56]forgive me for being me
[00:39.73]I've tried to let go
[00:46.94]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[00:51.06]another guy by your side
[00:53.68]someone who hopefully treats you right
[00:59.27]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[01:03.51]your boyfriend - that other guy
[01:06.86]the only one who's allowed
[01:08.93]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[01:12.71]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[01:22.39]I'm sorry for me wanting you
[01:26.11]sorry for not playing by the rules
[01:29.89]but what would you do if you were in my shoes
[01:34.01]feeling lost and blue Mnn
[01:37.71]I'm sorry for me lovin' you
[01:41.42]sorry for being such a fool
[01:45.64]God knows I've tried but I can't let go
[01:49.22]I'm crazy 'bout you know who
[01:53.32]forgive me for being me
[02:00.74]I've tried to let go
[02:07.84]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[02:12.29]another guy by your side
[02:14.27]someone who hopefully treats you right
[02:19.95]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[02:23.84]your boyfriend - that other guy
[02:27.52]the only one who's allowed
[02:29.61]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[02:35.29]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[02:43.23]another man is by your side
[02:46.77]I hope he treats you right
[02:49.71]I wish I was the only one
[02:54.21]to lay in your arms at night
[02:57.46]well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
[03:01.83]now what else can I do
[03:05.58]and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
[03:12.99]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[03:17.75]another guy by your side
[03:19.65]someone who hopefully treats you right
[03:25.44]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[03:29.62]your boyfriend - that other guy
[03:32.89]the only one who's allowed
[03:34.98]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[03:40.60]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[03:44.73]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[03:48.26]another guy by your side
[03:50.30]someone who hopefully treats you right
[03:55.98]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[03:59.98]your boyfriend - that other guy
[04:03.62]the only one who's allowed
[04:05.61]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[04:09.56]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[00:05.96]sorry for being such a fool
[00:09.56]God knows I've tried but I can't let go
[00:13.27]I'm crazy 'bout you know who
[00:17.31]I'm sorry for me needing you
[00:21.12]sorry girl that you don't feel it too
[00:25.04]I get the point, should be a man about it
[00:28.85]I've never been good at that - no no
[00:32.56]forgive me for being me
[00:39.73]I've tried to let go
[00:46.94]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[00:51.06]another guy by your side
[00:53.68]someone who hopefully treats you right
[00:59.27]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[01:03.51]your boyfriend - that other guy
[01:06.86]the only one who's allowed
[01:08.93]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[01:12.71]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[01:22.39]I'm sorry for me wanting you
[01:26.11]sorry for not playing by the rules
[01:29.89]but what would you do if you were in my shoes
[01:34.01]feeling lost and blue Mnn
[01:37.71]I'm sorry for me lovin' you
[01:41.42]sorry for being such a fool
[01:45.64]God knows I've tried but I can't let go
[01:49.22]I'm crazy 'bout you know who
[01:53.32]forgive me for being me
[02:00.74]I've tried to let go
[02:07.84]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[02:12.29]another guy by your side
[02:14.27]someone who hopefully treats you right
[02:19.95]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[02:23.84]your boyfriend - that other guy
[02:27.52]the only one who's allowed
[02:29.61]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[02:35.29]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[02:43.23]another man is by your side
[02:46.77]I hope he treats you right
[02:49.71]I wish I was the only one
[02:54.21]to lay in your arms at night
[02:57.46]well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
[03:01.83]now what else can I do
[03:05.58]and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
[03:12.99]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[03:17.75]another guy by your side
[03:19.65]someone who hopefully treats you right
[03:25.44]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[03:29.62]your boyfriend - that other guy
[03:32.89]the only one who's allowed
[03:34.98]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[03:40.60]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
[03:44.73]I know you got a boyfriend - another man
[03:48.26]another guy by your side
[03:50.30]someone who hopefully treats you right
[03:55.98]but you don't know how much I wish that I was
[03:59.98]your boyfriend - that other guy
[04:03.62]the only one who's allowed
[04:05.61]in your room to lay in your arms at night
[04:09.56]now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
Saturday, June 11, 2005
wheneari see whisbeard em mbber my belovloboyhood image...
Suck...i almost forget about it but y it came into my mind again since yesterday night?is it bcs my mind is too relax??Disgusting!!!!
I still confuse about that feeling.What the hell is that?Should i leave it or should i continue with it?I cant forget it eventhough it just a short period.God,what can i do right now??
I just can sit thr n wait what is going on very soon.
Love+Lust=A messy friendship
"A lot of love"......Damn it......is a funny movie which have a lot of "kiss n sex".Therefore only adult can watch it SX18.haha mmmm,not bad la this movie.......
I still confuse about that feeling.What the hell is that?Should i leave it or should i continue with it?I cant forget it eventhough it just a short period.God,what can i do right now??
I just can sit thr n wait what is going on very soon.
Love+Lust=A messy friendship
"A lot of love"......Damn it......is a funny movie which have a lot of "kiss n sex".Therefore only adult can watch it SX18.haha mmmm,not bad la this movie.......
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
What is love?
haha,this few days i was very lazy to study somemore bcs of this word "love"causing everyone so unhappy.Therefore here i would like to write something about it.hehe...
Haih,love?what is love?love only can hurt ppl.May be some have wonderful love or romantic love,it is great.But some have crestfallen love.Anyway y dont we just forget everything n start again?It does not mean once we "fall down"we will nvr get up again n it is forever.We must be brave n walk out from that "cave".
"As boundless as the restless sea.
As timeless as eternity.
As endless as the starts above...
To all who find it.This is LOVE."
At constantly amazes me,
this special love we share,
The gentle ways it draws us close are
gifts beyond compare,
And when our hearts are nearest,
I'm most certain that it's true-
There's nothing that can measure all the love I feel for you.
For someone so SPECIAL in my life.You crossed my mind today,and i cant tell you how happy it made me.Just recalling some of the special times we've spent together.It means a lot to know that even if we dont see each other often,our happy memories will alway keep us close.
You bring something beautiful and lasting into my life...........
It is my feeling.From across the miles to you,let's think about the happy times we've shared along the way,and let us try to keep in touch in heart and thought each day!!!Happiness always
You've earned this sucess,and on this special day,you should be filled with pride,satisfaction,and all the pappiness you deserve.
Then may the year that lies ahead be sure to bring to you a lot of joy and happiness in everything you do.
Haha,hope everyone can get their true n wonderful LOVE!!!If u get the love u must appreciate it if not u will regret FOREVER!!!THINK it carefully before u making the "worst"decision.
Haha,me really crazy dont know y suddenly nagging so much here.......may be bcs of u,girl.....hehe
Aiskkk, suddenly so miss my Ickle Ted sleepless in seattle..........hee***
Haih,love?what is love?love only can hurt ppl.May be some have wonderful love or romantic love,it is great.But some have crestfallen love.Anyway y dont we just forget everything n start again?It does not mean once we "fall down"we will nvr get up again n it is forever.We must be brave n walk out from that "cave".
"As boundless as the restless sea.
As timeless as eternity.
As endless as the starts above...
To all who find it.This is LOVE."
At constantly amazes me,
this special love we share,
The gentle ways it draws us close are
gifts beyond compare,
And when our hearts are nearest,
I'm most certain that it's true-
There's nothing that can measure all the love I feel for you.
For someone so SPECIAL in my life.You crossed my mind today,and i cant tell you how happy it made me.Just recalling some of the special times we've spent together.It means a lot to know that even if we dont see each other often,our happy memories will alway keep us close.
You bring something beautiful and lasting into my life...........
It is my feeling.From across the miles to you,let's think about the happy times we've shared along the way,and let us try to keep in touch in heart and thought each day!!!Happiness always
You've earned this sucess,and on this special day,you should be filled with pride,satisfaction,and all the pappiness you deserve.
Then may the year that lies ahead be sure to bring to you a lot of joy and happiness in everything you do.
Haha,hope everyone can get their true n wonderful LOVE!!!If u get the love u must appreciate it if not u will regret FOREVER!!!THINK it carefully before u making the "worst"decision.
Haha,me really crazy dont know y suddenly nagging so much here.......may be bcs of u,girl.....hehe
Aiskkk, suddenly so miss my Ickle Ted sleepless in seattle..........hee***
Sunday, June 05, 2005
the worst way to miss a person....
Huh,is it as a girl we must miss guy?Errmm for me i dont think so...we can miss girl too right?I m not missing that person la.I still confused about it.Hehe may be u will think that i m les.....Hmmm,whatever i dont care what your guys think about me i just like to be myself but 1 thing i m very sure is that i LOVE man,k.haha
Okla,actually i m missing my god-sister who just went to UK.She helps me a lot.Miss u so much!!!!
It is really hard for us to find a true love"The people who u love dont love u,but the people who u dont love very love u"such a unreasonable theory.Why it is so hard for us to find a person that both also love each other?Even if u can find it there still have a lot of obstacles which causing both cant be together,how sad is it.The more time u with him u will find out that u have that feeling eventhough u are still confusing whether u love him or not.Thus u wont really wanna to hurt him.It is really suffer.Anyway i know u love him n dont think too much k.
haha,be open-minded then u will be more happier like me k,everything sure can settle down.
Anyway dont worry be happy.......I always be ur side n support u whatever ur decision..
Okla,actually i m missing my god-sister who just went to UK.She helps me a lot.Miss u so much!!!!
It is really hard for us to find a true love"The people who u love dont love u,but the people who u dont love very love u"such a unreasonable theory.Why it is so hard for us to find a person that both also love each other?Even if u can find it there still have a lot of obstacles which causing both cant be together,how sad is it.The more time u with him u will find out that u have that feeling eventhough u are still confusing whether u love him or not.Thus u wont really wanna to hurt him.It is really suffer.Anyway i know u love him n dont think too much k.
haha,be open-minded then u will be more happier like me k,everything sure can settle down.
Anyway dont worry be happy.......I always be ur side n support u whatever ur decision..
Terrible days was over!!
Yeah so happy bcs terrible days was over!!!
I already suffered almost 3 weeks finally can put down the heavy burden.This 3 weeks like at prison damn suffer.
Cant go anywhr.Just sit at home n study.
Finally tonight i can touch my "honey".Damn miss him cant bear without touching him even 1 day.Haha......
It is really hard to love someone....when the faith is coming u havent prepare to accept it.when the time u r trying to accept it the love is gone.It is really sad.It is what u told me b4.Really miss u now.Haha pls dont misunderstand ya girl i m not missing my ex.....it is better mention here first if not later sure u will ask me.hee**
I already suffered almost 3 weeks finally can put down the heavy burden.This 3 weeks like at prison damn suffer.
Cant go anywhr.Just sit at home n study.
Finally tonight i can touch my "honey".Damn miss him cant bear without touching him even 1 day.Haha......
It is really hard to love someone....when the faith is coming u havent prepare to accept it.when the time u r trying to accept it the love is gone.It is really sad.It is what u told me b4.Really miss u now.Haha pls dont misunderstand ya girl i m not missing my ex.....it is better mention here first if not later sure u will ask me.hee**
Friday, June 03, 2005
The mouse love the rice
When that day i hear your voice,
I have some special feeling,
Let me always think i dont want forget you,
I remember at the day,
You are always on my mind,
Eventhough i just can think about you,
If the day in the future,
This love will become true,
I have never change my mind
that i will love u forever.
I dont care how fool it is,
I will let my dream come true,
I will tell you something i wanna
let you know,i let you know,
I Love you,loving you,as the mouse love the rice.
Even everyday has storm,
I will always by your side,
I miss you,missing you,
I dont care how hard it is,
I just want you be happy everything,
I do it for you....................................................(It is a very nice song n romantic.Hope the dream will come true for everyone!!!!)
I have some special feeling,
Let me always think i dont want forget you,
I remember at the day,
You are always on my mind,
Eventhough i just can think about you,
If the day in the future,
This love will become true,
I have never change my mind
that i will love u forever.
I dont care how fool it is,
I will let my dream come true,
I will tell you something i wanna
let you know,i let you know,
I Love you,loving you,as the mouse love the rice.
Even everyday has storm,
I will always by your side,
I miss you,missing you,
I dont care how hard it is,
I just want you be happy everything,
I do it for you....................................................(It is a very nice song n romantic.Hope the dream will come true for everyone!!!!)
Saturday, May 14, 2005
oh no!!!
Oh no today i have done something which was causing my guardian angel very sad.Really felt so sorry to him.Hope he won't angry me.
Haha,may be i m too playful n naughty.Actually i nvr angry u at all.
SORRY J
Haha,may be i m too playful n naughty.Actually i nvr angry u at all.
SORRY J
Monday, May 02, 2005
God may bless u!!!
My guardian angel was sick,so what can i do to cure it?He is having backache,headache and heartache.Anyway may god bless u,dont worry be happy.I hope he can recover very soon.......
Saturday, April 30, 2005
How can i improve it?
Going to be mad....
Exam is just around the corner so i must study hard but that stupid data response for econ really made me down.....I dont know how to do it at all.
Haizzz,God helps me!!!!I really try my best to do it but at the end i still getting all wrong.very dissapointed about that.Sob Sob Sob...however,i won't give up bcs "there is a will,there is a way".
Damn scare about exam....i can't sleep very well all this time.Who can help me????Gonna cry..........
It is really hard for me to remember econ.What the hell is that??Hate it very much.......
Babyling study hard!!!!U can do it!!!!
Exam is just around the corner so i must study hard but that stupid data response for econ really made me down.....I dont know how to do it at all.
Haizzz,God helps me!!!!I really try my best to do it but at the end i still getting all wrong.very dissapointed about that.Sob Sob Sob...however,i won't give up bcs "there is a will,there is a way".
Damn scare about exam....i can't sleep very well all this time.Who can help me????Gonna cry..........
It is really hard for me to remember econ.What the hell is that??Hate it very much.......
Babyling study hard!!!!U can do it!!!!
Friday, April 29, 2005
My guardian angel
Yoyoyo long time nvr write my blog...
This few days i was quite happy......haha
May be is bcs of this wonderful guy.Oh ya since he asked me to mention about him then i will "advertise"him on my blogger.hee***
Errmm i know this guy J in coll.First time i saw him he is damn cool.Y?Bcs all his friends busy to talk with my buddy "leng lui"but he just sat there quietly.Haha,hey guy pls dont misunderstand that i pay attention on u ya.it is so simple bcs his name same as my ex so i can remember him very well.
Wowww...actually his friend is my netfriend n through this "complicated friendship"we became a good friend.May be this is what we called "fate".Hmmm...this buddy really a nice n great man.
Damn tired d gonna take a rest...
will be continued...............
This few days i was quite happy......haha
May be is bcs of this wonderful guy.Oh ya since he asked me to mention about him then i will "advertise"him on my blogger.hee***
Errmm i know this guy J in coll.First time i saw him he is damn cool.Y?Bcs all his friends busy to talk with my buddy "leng lui"but he just sat there quietly.Haha,hey guy pls dont misunderstand that i pay attention on u ya.it is so simple bcs his name same as my ex so i can remember him very well.
Wowww...actually his friend is my netfriend n through this "complicated friendship"we became a good friend.May be this is what we called "fate".Hmmm...this buddy really a nice n great man.
Damn tired d gonna take a rest...
will be continued...............
Saturday, April 16, 2005
How was my feeling about it?
I was mad with rage.I really anguished and blinked away my tears.I had never felt so let down.How could they do this on me?I tried to keep myself occupied so that i would forget the whole incident.Damn....I try as my might,I could not get it off my mind.No,I will not forgive those "suckers".
I borned to be like that,so how could i change it?No choice,it is what the God gives me,I can't do anything on it.PLS....PLS...dont compare me with XXX,it is absolutely FUCK if u guys tried to do that.Sob...sob...sob...I seethed with hatred when it is going to happen on me.I felt like a drowning man.
Why it is so unfair for me?It likes a pail of cold water pouring down from my head.My heart sank into deep despair."U must be confident with it".Shit,what the hell is that,just a stupid words.I could not bear such torture.It is totally made me like a lunatic.
I was exhausted with watever I have done.It was totally useless.Even the ppl u trusted the most will be the ppl who hurted u the deepest.But i still that believe ppl so much.May be i am too kind.It is so cruel to me.
I dont like to be clown.I must show my jubilant face in front of u n accepet watever u guys have been said.Damn idiot,that is not wat i want.U will never ever know my feeling.
Sometimes,i deeply appreciated the advices and counselling which are always very practical and down-to-earth.However,it does not mean that i should rely on it,right?I have my own reasons.
I borned to be like that,so how could i change it?No choice,it is what the God gives me,I can't do anything on it.PLS....PLS...dont compare me with XXX,it is absolutely FUCK if u guys tried to do that.Sob...sob...sob...I seethed with hatred when it is going to happen on me.I felt like a drowning man.
Why it is so unfair for me?It likes a pail of cold water pouring down from my head.My heart sank into deep despair."U must be confident with it".Shit,what the hell is that,just a stupid words.I could not bear such torture.It is totally made me like a lunatic.
I was exhausted with watever I have done.It was totally useless.Even the ppl u trusted the most will be the ppl who hurted u the deepest.But i still that believe ppl so much.May be i am too kind.It is so cruel to me.
I dont like to be clown.I must show my jubilant face in front of u n accepet watever u guys have been said.Damn idiot,that is not wat i want.U will never ever know my feeling.
Sometimes,i deeply appreciated the advices and counselling which are always very practical and down-to-earth.However,it does not mean that i should rely on it,right?I have my own reasons.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Thanks God
hey wassup dude,
OH MY GODNESS it is really a big "gift" for me.Thanks god!
Whatever i want God sure will fulfill it.He is appearing in front of me when i m so down and lonely.He is represent the God who r trying to console me n make me more happier.
I really can't believe it.Is that what we called "fate"? Hmmm....Great!!!I hope it won't just a short period of times but everlasting.Hehe m I thinking too much???Ermmm may be....
Anyway i will appreciate whatever God has been given to me.Even one day if u leave me alone i won't blame u also bcs ur not belonging to me anymore.Time can prove everything.May be God feels that we r really not "match"and creates another chance for us to have a new "life".
God is our angel.He won't let anybody tried to get hurt on me.He will protect me and listen to my "nag".God is always be my side.He will bring me to a wonderful world n throw away the unforgetable events.
GOD I LOVE U!!!!
OH MY GODNESS it is really a big "gift" for me.Thanks god!
Whatever i want God sure will fulfill it.He is appearing in front of me when i m so down and lonely.He is represent the God who r trying to console me n make me more happier.
I really can't believe it.Is that what we called "fate"? Hmmm....Great!!!I hope it won't just a short period of times but everlasting.Hehe m I thinking too much???Ermmm may be....
Anyway i will appreciate whatever God has been given to me.Even one day if u leave me alone i won't blame u also bcs ur not belonging to me anymore.Time can prove everything.May be God feels that we r really not "match"and creates another chance for us to have a new "life".
God is our angel.He won't let anybody tried to get hurt on me.He will protect me and listen to my "nag".God is always be my side.He will bring me to a wonderful world n throw away the unforgetable events.
GOD I LOVE U!!!!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
The day u went away
Well I wonder could it be?When I was dreaming 'bout you baby?You were dreaming of me.Call me crazy call me blind.To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.Did I lose my love to someone better?And does she love you like I do?I do you know I really really do .Well hey So much I need to say.Been lonely since the day.The day you went away.So sad but true.For me there's only you.Been crying since the day.The day you went away.I remember date and time September twenty second Sunday twenty five after nineIn the doorway with your case.No longer shouting at each other.There were tears on our faces.And we were letting go of something special.Something we'll never have againI know, I guess I really really know.The day you went away.The day you went away.
Dont say u love me
Lyric : M2M - Don't Say You Love Me
Album : Shades Of Purple
Verse 1: Got introduced to you by a friend You were cute and all that baby you set the trend Yes you did oh The next thing I know we're down at the cinema We're sitting there you said you love me What's that about? Verse 2: You're moving too fast I don't understand you I'm not ready yet baby I can't pretend No I can't The best I can do is tell you to talk to me It's possible eventual Love will find a way Love will find a way... CHORUS: Don't say you love me You don't even know me If you really want me Then give me some time Don't go there baby Not before I'm ready Don't say your heart's in a hurry It's not like we're gonna get married Give me, give me some time Verse 3: Here's how I play, here's where you stand Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice Take it slow, you keep pushing me You're pushing me away Pushing me away... CHORUS BRIDGE: oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na, na Don't say you love me You don't even know me baby... Baby don't say love me, baby Give me some time... CHORUS (repeat until fade out)
Album : Shades Of Purple
Verse 1: Got introduced to you by a friend You were cute and all that baby you set the trend Yes you did oh The next thing I know we're down at the cinema We're sitting there you said you love me What's that about? Verse 2: You're moving too fast I don't understand you I'm not ready yet baby I can't pretend No I can't The best I can do is tell you to talk to me It's possible eventual Love will find a way Love will find a way... CHORUS: Don't say you love me You don't even know me If you really want me Then give me some time Don't go there baby Not before I'm ready Don't say your heart's in a hurry It's not like we're gonna get married Give me, give me some time Verse 3: Here's how I play, here's where you stand Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice Take it slow, you keep pushing me You're pushing me away Pushing me away... CHORUS BRIDGE: oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na, na Don't say you love me You don't even know me baby... Baby don't say love me, baby Give me some time... CHORUS (repeat until fade out)
Dont mess with my love
M2M
Album : Shades Of Purple
I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrongYou tried to fit into the arms where I belongYou moved right in behind my backEveryone knows friends don't do thatI thought you were somebody I could trustYou always said you were happy for usHow could you go and break my heart?When you knew all along he was mine from the startHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my loveYou came right over and looked in my eyesYou said the stories were rumors and liesAnd I wish I could believe in youBut I'm sorry to say he told me the truthHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my loveBRIDGEFriends don't do what you doThere's no excuseI'm so confusedI thought you cared about meBut now I seeAll you care about is youHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my love
Album : Shades Of Purple
I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrongYou tried to fit into the arms where I belongYou moved right in behind my backEveryone knows friends don't do thatI thought you were somebody I could trustYou always said you were happy for usHow could you go and break my heart?When you knew all along he was mine from the startHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my loveYou came right over and looked in my eyesYou said the stories were rumors and liesAnd I wish I could believe in youBut I'm sorry to say he told me the truthHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my loveBRIDGEFriends don't do what you doThere's no excuseI'm so confusedI thought you cared about meBut now I seeAll you care about is youHe is everything to meAnd you know we're meant to beHe's my babyDon't mess with my loveTake everything I ownOoh just leave that boy aloneHe's my babyDon't mess with myMess with my loveDon't mess with my love
tong hua
忘了有多久 再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
Thanks ya!!1
Thank you WK that u had accompanied me all this time,
when i lonely u will be my side....
when i sad u will console me....
when i happy u will share with me....
when i sick u will take care of me.....
No matter how u will support me forever,right?
I will appreciate u all the time.......
U won't leave me alone in the darkness,right?
When i upset u r the one who will make me smile.....
When i lonely u r the one who will call me out......
when i lonely u will be my side....
when i sad u will console me....
when i happy u will share with me....
when i sick u will take care of me.....
No matter how u will support me forever,right?
I will appreciate u all the time.......
U won't leave me alone in the darkness,right?
When i upset u r the one who will make me smile.....
When i lonely u r the one who will call me out......
Friendship forever!!!!!
Friday, March 18, 2005
DONT TRUST HIM
I went thr with a happy face.Suddenly the rain came pouring down in buckets.I started running with all the strenght i had. When i reached the destination,what i had heard was that "Oooh,Gosh!!!Dont be so silly,do u think she will do it?She used to be like that."That devil was shrieking away and making a disgusted face.
F**k,my mouth dropped open widely and as i squinted across the corner,i saw the devil,leaning against the wall.Her eyes had become cruel,pearcing and unblinking like a hawk's eyes,while the rest of her face which was relaxed,grinned with pleasure.
At the moment,i gritted my teeth as i listened to that fu**ing devil triumphant laughter.I could feel every muscle in my body tighthening in anger.Balling and unballing my fists,I darted over them and ran away that cruel scene.
"Y?Y does this keep happening to me?Y is life so unfair someimes?Is that my false?"Angry and frustrated,i turned n started to punch my pillow hard with both my fists,again n again.I was feeling utterly helpless,thr were no kind Samaritans around to lend me a helping hand.
I hate myself......y?y?y i should trust him so much?At the end who was getting hurt?IS ME...
He is nearly spoilt my future.......wasting somebody money....Bcs of him i tell lie to somebody...really felt sorry to them....but pls forgive me bcs i have my own reasons.
Punishment should enforce on him.I shouldn't believe him at all.May be i m too kind.When ppl told me that ur such a "bad guy"but i believe that u will change but everything u did really SHIT!!!!!!!!Now i only knew that u have no friend. U bluff me,stupid,idiot,fucking,bastard Y*C i really DISSAPOINTED with u.
God will punish u very soon...........................
F**k,my mouth dropped open widely and as i squinted across the corner,i saw the devil,leaning against the wall.Her eyes had become cruel,pearcing and unblinking like a hawk's eyes,while the rest of her face which was relaxed,grinned with pleasure.
At the moment,i gritted my teeth as i listened to that fu**ing devil triumphant laughter.I could feel every muscle in my body tighthening in anger.Balling and unballing my fists,I darted over them and ran away that cruel scene.
"Y?Y does this keep happening to me?Y is life so unfair someimes?Is that my false?"Angry and frustrated,i turned n started to punch my pillow hard with both my fists,again n again.I was feeling utterly helpless,thr were no kind Samaritans around to lend me a helping hand.
I hate myself......y?y?y i should trust him so much?At the end who was getting hurt?IS ME...
He is nearly spoilt my future.......wasting somebody money....Bcs of him i tell lie to somebody...really felt sorry to them....but pls forgive me bcs i have my own reasons.
Punishment should enforce on him.I shouldn't believe him at all.May be i m too kind.When ppl told me that ur such a "bad guy"but i believe that u will change but everything u did really SHIT!!!!!!!!Now i only knew that u have no friend. U bluff me,stupid,idiot,fucking,bastard Y*C i really DISSAPOINTED with u.
God will punish u very soon...........................
Lonely world
Hihi,is me again....
Thanks to be my loyalty audience.
I felt my world going to pieces and more lonely.I was really in low spirits since we are taking difference degree program.Friends,I miss u all so much.
Now i have understood that friend of this nature is the precious gem that roots us to the earth.There is a lovely sense of belonging that we are part of a group:small,intimate and all sharing things together.No one ever sulks or get angry with each other.It is like a happy family of friends.
Friends r easy to find as they can be found everywhere and anytime but true friends are the rare breed which takes a long time to meet.If we have found a friend who fits the qualities of a true friend then we have to ensure the friend is cherished and loved.
Haizzz,nowadays everything was being vivid memory.They are bz for studying,doing assignments and having fun with bf.I really feeling dull with my life.Everyday do the same job such as studying,eating alone,shopping alone,no tv,no movie.I just like a small "bubble"or drifter which floating everywhere without direction.
May be i should change my attitute.Perhaps these can set my thinking of some areas in my life where i could build my own convictions Pray and seek God's guidance to do so.It is too sad to live with that "family".Dont know what's the reason they nvr even call me out to have dinner?Is that bcs i have been declined them b4?If yes then i could just say that sorry for u all bcs at that time exam was just around the corner so i must study hard.May be u will think that i have my own world who is not necessary to have friends.
So how can i learn to know myself and take change of my life?What is important to me in life?When was the last time I really felt excited about doing something?Oh shit,i have rarely felt excited n everything seems to be mundane,then I should have to dig to find myself.
God,WHO AM I?I am trying to find and grapple with my own identity.May be u can tell me!!!!
The key to success as a person is self-knowledge."know thyself,"the ancientgreeks have often said and Shakespeare once wrote,"To thine own self be true."
God has said:"Never will I leave u".
Thanks to be my loyalty audience.
I felt my world going to pieces and more lonely.I was really in low spirits since we are taking difference degree program.Friends,I miss u all so much.
Now i have understood that friend of this nature is the precious gem that roots us to the earth.There is a lovely sense of belonging that we are part of a group:small,intimate and all sharing things together.No one ever sulks or get angry with each other.It is like a happy family of friends.
Friends r easy to find as they can be found everywhere and anytime but true friends are the rare breed which takes a long time to meet.If we have found a friend who fits the qualities of a true friend then we have to ensure the friend is cherished and loved.
Haizzz,nowadays everything was being vivid memory.They are bz for studying,doing assignments and having fun with bf.I really feeling dull with my life.Everyday do the same job such as studying,eating alone,shopping alone,no tv,no movie.I just like a small "bubble"or drifter which floating everywhere without direction.
May be i should change my attitute.Perhaps these can set my thinking of some areas in my life where i could build my own convictions Pray and seek God's guidance to do so.It is too sad to live with that "family".Dont know what's the reason they nvr even call me out to have dinner?Is that bcs i have been declined them b4?If yes then i could just say that sorry for u all bcs at that time exam was just around the corner so i must study hard.May be u will think that i have my own world who is not necessary to have friends.
So how can i learn to know myself and take change of my life?What is important to me in life?When was the last time I really felt excited about doing something?Oh shit,i have rarely felt excited n everything seems to be mundane,then I should have to dig to find myself.
God,WHO AM I?I am trying to find and grapple with my own identity.May be u can tell me!!!!
The key to success as a person is self-knowledge."know thyself,"the ancientgreeks have often said and Shakespeare once wrote,"To thine own self be true."
God has said:"Never will I leave u".
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Country life
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Yoyoyo!!!
9 March 2005,I felt not so well and couldn't concentrate on study so i went to libary.Before went out,my six-sense told me that it would have something happen on me.hey,what the hell was going on?
Of course,undesirable thing was coming.hee~~guys did u know what was happening?Around 1pm,the road would have been packed with cars and motorcycles would be seen wearing in and out of the traffic.Suckksss,I had met an accident.My car "kissed"the backside of the other car.haha...At that moment,i prayed for the god that the owner won't ask for so much compensation bcs i am just a poor little girl.
Luckily,the couple very kind and they didn't ask so much money to repair the bumper.They just accepted RM100.Besides,my car was nth going wrong or damage.Really thanks for god.
Haih really prefer country life.Country life is a leisurely life and free from hustle and bustle of town.Life in town really sucksss,hectic.Even to cross the road we must be in a rush.Traffic congestion always occur in towns.The vehicles move at a snail's pace,bumper to bumper.Over-crowding always occurs in town.
Beside that,most of the ppl who live in town are caught in the rat race.Really hateful!!!Damn!!!The town has a dog-eat-dog society whr ppl try to secure advantages over others.They only paddle their own canoes.Generally there is lack of humility in town!!!!!!
Yoyoyo!!!
9 March 2005,I felt not so well and couldn't concentrate on study so i went to libary.Before went out,my six-sense told me that it would have something happen on me.hey,what the hell was going on?
Of course,undesirable thing was coming.hee~~guys did u know what was happening?Around 1pm,the road would have been packed with cars and motorcycles would be seen wearing in and out of the traffic.Suckksss,I had met an accident.My car "kissed"the backside of the other car.haha...At that moment,i prayed for the god that the owner won't ask for so much compensation bcs i am just a poor little girl.
Luckily,the couple very kind and they didn't ask so much money to repair the bumper.They just accepted RM100.Besides,my car was nth going wrong or damage.Really thanks for god.
Haih really prefer country life.Country life is a leisurely life and free from hustle and bustle of town.Life in town really sucksss,hectic.Even to cross the road we must be in a rush.Traffic congestion always occur in towns.The vehicles move at a snail's pace,bumper to bumper.Over-crowding always occurs in town.
Beside that,most of the ppl who live in town are caught in the rat race.Really hateful!!!Damn!!!The town has a dog-eat-dog society whr ppl try to secure advantages over others.They only paddle their own canoes.Generally there is lack of humility in town!!!!!!
Cheer up baby
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I really tired with love game.Wake up girl!!!!Stop thinking and missing J..he will never occupy in your heart anymore.
Be frank i don't like to force anybody to be my frined.If u felt that I am a disgusting gal,then please "kick"me out of ur circle orelse you will get into trouble.Y?That simple bcs I m a troublesome girl.
Somebody might think that "aisskkk y this crazy girl looks like so happy after separating with her bf??"Is it she is only having fun or playing fool to J?F**k...u all totally wrong,absolutely wrong!!!May be even him also will suspect that have i loved him before?yes yes yes i love him so much.....
Bcs of him i cried sadly almost everynight,just u guys might not even know that.Damn what the hell that i should show out my crestfallen face in front of u???Sorry i won't do that.So what,without guys in this wonderful world i still can alive gleefully bcs i have a lot of friends.hoorrah!!!Hey guys pls don't think that i am a snobby or ruthless kid.haha
Hmmm,that right "weeping may go on all night,but in the morning thr is joy"(psalm30:5 tlb).Y don't we forget all nasty events and be a cheerful fellow?
That day when u sms me and said that if i need any help pls call u.At that moments,i really wanna sms u that i need ur love.haha,just want to see ur reaction.But at the end i didn't do so bcs our love had faded.
Yeah u might think that this mischievous,rebellious,immature and dummy evil should not be loved by anybody and just can be a very good friend.yoo,may be ur right bcs my thinking is young,fresh and just like other modern teenager can share things that we enjoy doing.
I have loved you with an everlasting love.I have drawn you with loving-kindness(jeremiah31:3niv)
Y?Y u want to hurt me?I knew that u want me to study smart and this is for my own good in future.But have u been thinking that this will only make me more upset.Thus influenced my academic.Such a silly and selfish reason.Actually we should not start from the beginning since u have to concentrate on ur study and thougght that i am just a heavy burden for u.
Babyling STOP thinking J!!!!!!!!!!!!everything was already over!!!Blekkk!!!
Cheer up Babyling!!!
I really tired with love game.Wake up girl!!!!Stop thinking and missing J..he will never occupy in your heart anymore.
Be frank i don't like to force anybody to be my frined.If u felt that I am a disgusting gal,then please "kick"me out of ur circle orelse you will get into trouble.Y?That simple bcs I m a troublesome girl.
Somebody might think that "aisskkk y this crazy girl looks like so happy after separating with her bf??"Is it she is only having fun or playing fool to J?F**k...u all totally wrong,absolutely wrong!!!May be even him also will suspect that have i loved him before?yes yes yes i love him so much.....
Bcs of him i cried sadly almost everynight,just u guys might not even know that.Damn what the hell that i should show out my crestfallen face in front of u???Sorry i won't do that.So what,without guys in this wonderful world i still can alive gleefully bcs i have a lot of friends.hoorrah!!!Hey guys pls don't think that i am a snobby or ruthless kid.haha
Hmmm,that right "weeping may go on all night,but in the morning thr is joy"(psalm30:5 tlb).Y don't we forget all nasty events and be a cheerful fellow?
That day when u sms me and said that if i need any help pls call u.At that moments,i really wanna sms u that i need ur love.haha,just want to see ur reaction.But at the end i didn't do so bcs our love had faded.
Yeah u might think that this mischievous,rebellious,immature and dummy evil should not be loved by anybody and just can be a very good friend.yoo,may be ur right bcs my thinking is young,fresh and just like other modern teenager can share things that we enjoy doing.
I have loved you with an everlasting love.I have drawn you with loving-kindness(jeremiah31:3niv)
Y?Y u want to hurt me?I knew that u want me to study smart and this is for my own good in future.But have u been thinking that this will only make me more upset.Thus influenced my academic.Such a silly and selfish reason.Actually we should not start from the beginning since u have to concentrate on ur study and thougght that i am just a heavy burden for u.
Babyling STOP thinking J!!!!!!!!!!!!everything was already over!!!Blekkk!!!
Cheer up Babyling!!!
Saturday, March 05, 2005
My life so miserable
My life as a teenager is very different from my life as a child.As a child things seemed easy and clear-cut to me,but nowadays I'm whirling in contradiction and confusion.
It is so hard for us to find a truly friend so i really appreciate and treasure my close friends.I don't think that i will be able to have such bosom buddies as I do now,when i become an adult bcs,like all the other adults,i'll be caught in the rigours of the rat race where relationships tend to get relegated to the background.
Adolescents to have irrational mood swings so sometimes i will quite unhappy n feel lonely.
Examination are always looming threateningly around the corner.I have to burn the mid night oil and swot and slog away my reference books.Pressure is immese and i like the rubber bands,stretched to the limit,ready to snap at any time.
Moreover,in this millennium,parents bank hopes to their children.They harbour the wish that their children excell accademically n being professional is their ultimate goal.Such hopes really can make me more pressure.I can't bear to fail in my exam.It is really causing them dissapointed about me.
bye!!!
It is so hard for us to find a truly friend so i really appreciate and treasure my close friends.I don't think that i will be able to have such bosom buddies as I do now,when i become an adult bcs,like all the other adults,i'll be caught in the rigours of the rat race where relationships tend to get relegated to the background.
Adolescents to have irrational mood swings so sometimes i will quite unhappy n feel lonely.
Examination are always looming threateningly around the corner.I have to burn the mid night oil and swot and slog away my reference books.Pressure is immese and i like the rubber bands,stretched to the limit,ready to snap at any time.
Moreover,in this millennium,parents bank hopes to their children.They harbour the wish that their children excell accademically n being professional is their ultimate goal.Such hopes really can make me more pressure.I can't bear to fail in my exam.It is really causing them dissapointed about me.
bye!!!
Friday, March 04, 2005
sorrow day!!!
24Feb2005 was a sorrow day for me!!! Y????Because love game was over.What do i mean?Yes,i just broke up with my bf. That day my heart really lurched when u suddenly sms me n said that u have something to tell me.
What u wanna to tell me?is that u will break up with me?All this question went round and round in my tortured mind. Finally the nightmare was coming.Yes i m right...that day i was quite calm down n didn't even cry in front of u.I knew that end up means end up no point i dont let u go..
At that time i was really feeling desperate right now. All u words to me remained etched in my mind.But I refused to wallow in self-pity,the least i could do was to study hard n get a good result.
This is my first love n the last love in my life bcs i will be a lesbian...haha,just kidding...but sometimes i think that have a gf(good friend) is more better than have a bf(best friend) bcs they are more understand what a girl needs in their love style.
Guys sometimes r sucksss...whatever they promised u they will never do it.So guys if u cant do it pls don't promise ur gf.U have a very very long journey to go then i dont have izzit?y we can't handle the problem together?Anyway wish u can achieve in your academic since u gave up our love.
Ok,that all for today!!!
What u wanna to tell me?is that u will break up with me?All this question went round and round in my tortured mind. Finally the nightmare was coming.Yes i m right...that day i was quite calm down n didn't even cry in front of u.I knew that end up means end up no point i dont let u go..
At that time i was really feeling desperate right now. All u words to me remained etched in my mind.But I refused to wallow in self-pity,the least i could do was to study hard n get a good result.
This is my first love n the last love in my life bcs i will be a lesbian...haha,just kidding...but sometimes i think that have a gf(good friend) is more better than have a bf(best friend) bcs they are more understand what a girl needs in their love style.
Guys sometimes r sucksss...whatever they promised u they will never do it.So guys if u cant do it pls don't promise ur gf.U have a very very long journey to go then i dont have izzit?y we can't handle the problem together?Anyway wish u can achieve in your academic since u gave up our love.
Ok,that all for today!!!
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