messed

this is what my netfriend wrote:


i am verbally silent
sitting alone, knowing ive never got physically violent
now in my own mind,
im mentally frightened
chose u to make it inlighten
now its over like i took a wrong turn
lonely now lonely till i burn
lonely now lonely till i earn
tho its over but i never learn
i screwed things up like i alwayz do
never had things my way, nothing good
sitting here, neglected by ownself
waiting here, like things gonna get well
why me?! now my life is jacked up as well
didnt realise that i didnt move on
now am feeling it, coz its all gone
i waited too long and till its all blown
now look down my life, am stil alone
i aint gonna stand up and start shit up
i had enough now, its time to give up
and start up a new shit that wont be fucked up
life sucks for me when i have good intentions
lifes good when i dont get any attention
but today its all falling hard without any competition
coz i jacked it up like a silent assasination
now respect the j and k collabaration
ma only man is ma god but i think he also got bored
i never fought or got caught for destruction i made in this court
but why does shit happens to me, my LORD
all i ever wanted is u which isnt new
now am stepping down without any view
u are cute but its all gonna end up in a dispute
its all over, am crashing out, baby girl, am gonna miss u
Edited by Dabz
Edited the first few lines, and realised...WHY THE FUCK AM I DOIN THIS FOR SOMEONE ELSE?the only way your gona improve is by doin this shit yourself.