"Down" is the best word to describe my feeling now.......

After seeing his f i feel very disappointing with him.What the heck that happening on him n he becomes like that.Did he love me b4 or those he did on me was fake?It is really unbelievable.It was like a "dream".

First time i met u in c ur really a nice guy n i nvr ever think of that u have such an attitude.Therefore now i think i should "re-adjust"my opinion against ur personality.I really can't imagine how could u charge ur attitude in the blink of an eye.I thought ur study hard n keep on working to earn money in P but what i have thought is absolutely worng......

Be frank i really really disapponted with whatever u have done.I m damn stupid that still missing u n the time we were in c n r.I think u won't even remember it.Thr is no reason for me to belief it but it seems like true bcs most of ur f gave a comment about ur attitude in F.May be u have ur own reason....but i really hope it is not what exactly ur f said.