Help me!!!

hihi,everybody...hmmm...seems like long time nvr take a step into here bcs quite busy for my studies.
Haih...this few days a lot of events happened around me.Most of these events are miserable.Sob Sob sob How come i get involved in 3 of u guys' trouble?I really look like a "snake"which has 2 heads at the same moment.OOopss sorry i suppose to say i look like a "snake"which has 3 heads.I really feel so tired to keep that as a secret.I can't tell anyone .Everytime i look at u i feel like so guilty about it.As ur friend should i tell u that E is going to break up with u on this December?3 of u guys r my friends so who should i support?
Actually this is not relevant to me at all. May be u will think that i m just a busybody person bcs it is none of my business but u guys keep on saying each other "bad things"in front of me which is so irritating.I don't know what reaction i should response to u guys.Should i just ignore whatever u guys said or ask u to shut ur mouth?Errmm...I won't do that.What i can do is trying to advise u guys.
S i know u love L but whatever u have done are overlap.U are trying to put ur "leg"into E n L relationship n perform as a third party.Do u ever think that if somebody trying to do like exactly what u did now n how do u feel?I think most of the answer will be the same as what is the feeling on E now.I just can advise u that once they break up with one another then only u could do whatever u like to do but not now.I know u might say that u can't control to love her n love is blind.Pls la this is a weak excuse.
L i know i have no right to interfere in ur guys relationship but as a friend i should advise u although ur stubborn. L the choice is on ur hand.Therefore pls think twice before u make the decison.Pls choose a person who u like the most n not take it as a revenge to E who has repented n already stopped doing it.I don't want u to step into my previous "path" which make me very regret now.Sometimes when i think of the sweet moment we have been together i will burst into tears.Eventhough it is just a short period of time n i won't forget it forever.
E what i wanna tell u is that pls don't make up the worst decison in ur mind bcs eventhough how bad the matter thr is,there is a solution to solve it.If u really can't stand it anymore just leave it but make sure u won't regret in the future.Oh yes i think i should remind u is that don't try to make it worse by finding another gf.It is absolutely uselss for u to do so.
Anyone can tell me what i should do now to keep this relationship like last time without any argue.Keep it as a top secret r really sucksss........