Cheer up baby

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I really tired with love game.Wake up girl!!!!Stop thinking and missing J..he will never occupy in your heart anymore.
Be frank i don't like to force anybody to be my frined.If u felt that I am a disgusting gal,then please "kick"me out of ur circle orelse you will get into trouble.Y?That simple bcs I m a troublesome girl.
Somebody might think that "aisskkk y this crazy girl looks like so happy after separating with her bf??"Is it she is only having fun or playing fool to J?F**k...u all totally wrong,absolutely wrong!!!May be even him also will suspect that have i loved him before?yes yes yes i love him so much.....
Bcs of him i cried sadly almost everynight,just u guys might not even know that.Damn what the hell that i should show out my crestfallen face in front of u???Sorry i won't do that.So what,without guys in this wonderful world i still can alive gleefully bcs i have a lot of friends.hoorrah!!!Hey guys pls don't think that i am a snobby or ruthless kid.haha
Hmmm,that right "weeping may go on all night,but in the morning thr is joy"(psalm30:5 tlb).Y don't we forget all nasty events and be a cheerful fellow?
That day when u sms me and said that if i need any help pls call u.At that moments,i really wanna sms u that i need ur love.haha,just want to see ur reaction.But at the end i didn't do so bcs our love had faded.
Yeah u might think that this mischievous,rebellious,immature and dummy evil should not be loved by anybody and just can be a very good friend.yoo,may be ur right bcs my thinking is young,fresh and just like other modern teenager can share things that we enjoy doing.
I have loved you with an everlasting love.I have drawn you with loving-kindness(jeremiah31:3niv)
Y?Y u want to hurt me?I knew that u want me to study smart and this is for my own good in future.But have u been thinking that this will only make me more upset.Thus influenced my academic.Such a silly and selfish reason.Actually we should not start from the beginning since u have to concentrate on ur study and thougght that i am just a heavy burden for u.
Babyling STOP thinking J!!!!!!!!!!!!everything was already over!!!Blekkk!!!
Cheer up Babyling!!!