DONT TRUST HIM

I went thr with a happy face.Suddenly the rain came pouring down in buckets.I started running with all the strenght i had. When i reached the destination,what i had heard was that "Oooh,Gosh!!!Dont be so silly,do u think she will do it?She used to be like that."That devil was shrieking away and making a disgusted face.
F**k,my mouth dropped open widely and as i squinted across the corner,i saw the devil,leaning against the wall.Her eyes had become cruel,pearcing and unblinking like a hawk's eyes,while the rest of her face which was relaxed,grinned with pleasure.
At the moment,i gritted my teeth as i listened to that fu**ing devil triumphant laughter.I could feel every muscle in my body tighthening in anger.Balling and unballing my fists,I darted over them and ran away that cruel scene.
"Y?Y does this keep happening to me?Y is life so unfair someimes?Is that my false?"Angry and frustrated,i turned n started to punch my pillow hard with both my fists,again n again.I was feeling utterly helpless,thr were no kind Samaritans around to lend me a helping hand.
I hate myself......y?y?y i should trust him so much?At the end who was getting hurt?IS ME...
He is nearly spoilt my future.......wasting somebody money....Bcs of him i tell lie to somebody...really felt sorry to them....but pls forgive me bcs i have my own reasons.
Punishment should enforce on him.I shouldn't believe him at all.May be i m too kind.When ppl told me that ur such a "bad guy"but i believe that u will change but everything u did really SHIT!!!!!!!!Now i only knew that u have no friend. U bluff me,stupid,idiot,fucking,bastard Y*C i really DISSAPOINTED with u.
God will punish u very soon...........................